How Freaking Cute is this?

Oh yes...it is Mabel in her halloween costume...she is the cutest Sunflower EVER!!!

i am still alive...sort of...

okay so i know that i haven't updated in a while. And i know i always say this, but things have just been a little hectic around here.

I am currently getting ready to move back home with the parents. This should be interesting. I don't think that they really want me to move back home. I think they are just pretending to be happy about it. But it has to be done in order for me to get back on my feet.

In the time i live at home i will be working on getting all my bills caught up. They ahve just gotten out of control. :( Mostly because i work at a job that doesn't pay me diddly crap and i have a $400 a month rent payment, on top of a car payment, on top of all the credit card bills that i got stuck with from the divorce :( So i will be able to get those straightened out when i move back home.

While i move back home i will work on going back to school. I need to finish my degree and there have been a lot of things that have been standing in the way of that. I have been too focused on everyone else to really take the time to get my life in order. Which brings me to the next subject...

Today i broke up with a guy that i had been dating for a while. It was really hard for me to do but i realized that i was investing more into the relationship then i was getting out of it. This relationship started off on the wrong foot anyways and so that didn't help much either. I actually just got done crying to my mom on the phone about this. Sometimes i just feel like i can't make the right decisions when it comes to dating. I find someone that i think i get along with, things go well for a couple of months, and then everything just starts going downhill. I think it is the type of guys i date. I date the ones who haven't really grown up yet. They still like to hang out with their friends and party and i am just not into that. I mean i don't mind it occasionally, but not every weekend. Also i seem to date guys that are just on a different page from me. I want to get married and have children. My ex wanted to get married but didn't want to have children and they guy that i was dating...well i am not sure if he wanted to either of those things. I know he definetly didn't want to have kids and there is no way i could deal with that. So who knows what is wrong with me? I don't understand why i can't find a person who shares the same interests and everything that i do. I mean i know i am not going to find someone who is perfect. But i do at least want someone who i can hold a whole conversation without feeling like i have to put on a front. Grrr...i am taking a break from dating for a while.

So yeah, that is pretty much what is up with me. what about all of you? What have you been up to?

Laterz,
~ApriL~

Happy Birthday!

Today is me and Michelle's birthday. Yes, we were born on the same day two years apart. She is 22 and i am 24. And for some reason i am having trouble dealing with this birthday. I don't know why but i have been out of sorts the past couple of days because of it. maybe it is because i am now where near where i wanted to be at 24. It will all work out though....


So HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE!!!!


~ApriL~

Okay

So for those of you who saw last weeks post. People seem to think that i closely resemble Wynona Ryder. I can kind of see it and if you think that i look close to this picture then i wouldn't mind...
or even this one...But anyways, this whole thing was started by my handsome friend Gaz. You should really visit his site because his music is good. Visit his MySpace account to while you are at it. Anyways, so he started this whole thing and i feel that i should comment that i think he...
looks like a cross between these two people....

Mr. Ryan Cabrera

and Mr. Lance BassMust be the hair :) He is so going to beat me for posting this. Geez! I am such a dork. See what happens when you get divorced. You get really really bored and have nothing better to do then be online all day! Grrr i need to get out of the apartment for a while. Oh wait, i have to go to work. So yeah, i am getting out the apartment now. Let me know what you guys think about the resemblances :) I will have more important updates to post later. well, actually tomorrow because tonight is Margherita night at LaFiesta....anyone want to join me?

Fun fun...not

Today I have to go to court for my divorce. After the week i had last week I am not looking forward to this. Well I am because my divorce will be final but, I am not because well, just a lot of mixed feelings.

I need to update this thing and let everyone know what happened with the job that I got but then didn't get...yeah, i know, it confused me to.

Update later...got lots to do today.

Mom is going with me. She has been such a support for me through this. I can't thank her enough.

Later,
~April~

P.S.- I have been told by multiple people that I have this Wynona Ryder thing going for me. Does anyone else see it? Let me know. I am not sure if that means that I look like Wynona Ryder or if I shoplift like her LOL. I am sure they mean that I kind of look like her. What do you think?

Wish me luck

Now after both of my sister get a new job....I have a job interview today at 10:00 a.m. This was a little unplanned seeing as I wasn't actively looking for another job. However, I am ready to get out of Meijer's!


WISH ME LUCK!!!

I will let you all know how it goes later!

It's about dang time...

I know it is a day late. But, seeing as i spent yesterday at church with my mom and then went from church to work...i didn't have much time to post this. Anyways I just want to say

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!

To all you mom's out there. I hope that you had a wonderful mother's day!

To my mom. Thank you for being such a wonderful mother. You have put up with a lot of crap from all of us kids and yet you are still sane. That is an amazing thing in itself. But what is more amazing is the fact that, after everything we have put you through, you still manage to be there for us when we need you. You have helped me through so much this past year and I know I don't thank you enough for it. Just know that I do appreciate everything that you do. Because I know that you do not have to do those things for us. You can easily say "Your old enough...take care of it yourself." But yet you don't. You are always there to help in anyway you can. Even if it is just listening to me whine about this or that. But you know what....sometimes that is all I need is for you to be there to listen to me whine. You are an awesome mother and I love you bunches. I couldn't ask for a better mom. I love you mom! Hope you had a wonderful mother's day. I will see you on Tuesday for your Mother's Day lunch at La Fiesta... Yummy mexican food. Hope you enjoyed your plant.....


Yes that is the plant that I got my mom for Mother's Day.

Anyways, I hope everyone out there treated their mother's nice yesterday. They sacrificed many nights of sleep and many hours of free time for us. Just remember without them none of us would be here today. Unless somehow men could figure out a way to reproduce on their own...okay that was a little weird. Ignore that last saying.

Anyways, i got to get ready to go to work. This is day number 7 in a row. I really don't want to go into that place but, i have to. I have the next two days off THANK GOD. Tomorrow i am taking mom out for lunch for Mother's Day since I really didn't get to spend much time with her yesterday. I freaking had to work 1-9. But I did surprise her by showing up to church. She didn't know I was coming. And I bought her a little flowering bush thing. Plus I showed up to church in a skirt instead of dress pants like I usually do. I even had to go out and buy a new skirt just to wear to church because I have started working out and I have lost like 10 lbs. None of my dress clothes fit. So yeah, i think i surprised her by showing up to church...in a skirt non the less.

So yeah... i have the next two days off and I can't wait. Hopefully one of those days are nice. I am getting tired of this crappy rainy weather. It needs to get out of here.

I will talk to all of you later.

Have a wonderful day!

~April~